Before I step into my frozen time

i want to flee and feel

a bliss of a calm, abit of freedom

to take a journey

and solve a puzzled mind


Maybe it's selfish

for some it's shallow

but something is luring me

to go and find a bit of myself

that is slowly leaving me


I don't knopw, it's a big unknown

maybe I would or would not find

what I am searching for

but I would'nt know if I don't go


Then again I froze into emptiness

like a moron doing a routine

paralyzed in a sinking sand


When all the world is questioning

what it is all about

I am tired of explaining

when nobody wants to understand


(the_nude_cross-Jan.10-Feb.24,2007)